my result..oh man..uhuk.

salam..where to start?hmm..i couldnt express how sad i am rite now with my result..i knw i can do better..i have studied n try my best..but when i sit 4 da exam..all thngs came wrong..like i never study b4..huhu, hw can tht be? am i soo damn nervous untill i cant answer..i juz couldnt remember wht hav i studied 4 past few days..huh. y my brain is not relli working with all the hafal2 thngs? hw sad..huhu..Ya Allah, terangkan hatiku..permudahkan aku..huu.. but its ok..i hope i can do better n reach 3 pointer n above 4 the next sem n the next after next sem..haha..i've told my parents abt my result..although a bit late thn i told my frens..its juz bcoz i'm too scared to tell them...n scared tht they might dissapointed wit me..i am so embarrassed wit them after all tht they had gave me..huhu..i am relli sorry..but wht to do..i still hav to tell the truth..so, i told them..they say.."oklah tu"..hehe, so lega..but i knw deep inside they r a bit sad. they've been support me n hoping tht me can reach atleast 3 pointer..but i failed to fulfill it..huhu.. come on najwa..u can do it! its ok 4 the 1st sem..ya2.. aku berazam akan buat yg lbh baik next sem..Ya Allah, ko akan tolong aku kan?..hmm..me try to comfort myself but relli deep inside only Allah knows wht n how i feel..huu..