musim exam yg gle.

salam, musim exam kali ni mmg gle. dah la ade 9 paper dgn 21 crdt hour.. selama 3 mgu, nsb baekk la ade jarak2 shri antara hr exam. dan sbb jarak2 sehari itula kami buat kerja yg agak gilerrr mantap. x spttnya dibuat oleh student yg tgh exam. kami pegi main badminton kat ttwgsa kul 9mlm, dorg tgk2 muvie..cite antu plak (aku x lyn sbb aku x blh tgk laa..adelaa mslh2 yg xdpt dielakkan..akan diceritakan pd post2 yg akan dtg), dan terbru mlm sbtu ni kami ke psr mlm kat taman melawati sbb nak cr dvd..around 8.30 betolak tp smpai sne kul 9.30. act dkt je tp sbb sesat so phm2 je la. xabes dgn tu kami g danau kota lak..uptown. seb baik start awal. (spttnye start kul 12mlm). so jln2 di sne, brg gle murah laa.tp disbbkan pgi waktu time duit semput dpt bli angin stu bungkus je la..free. haha. alhamdulillah kami smpai kat kolej dgn selamatnya 11.30mlm.

ketika cinta

Ada tiada rasa dalam jiwa
Rindu akan memanggil-Mu
Karna setiap jiwa t'lah bersumpah
Setia hanyalah kepada-Mu

Bila cinta ada di dalam jiwa
Wangi bunga dunia tanpa nestapa
Segala yang dirasa hanyalah Dia
Hati 'kan memuja hanya pada-Nya

Ketika cinta memanggil
Gemetar tubuhku
Ketika cinta memanggil
Hangatnya nafasku
Ketika cinta memanggil
Menderu sang rindu
Ketika cinta memanggil

Rindu... rindu... rindu qalbu
Memanggil-manggil nama-Mu
Seperti terbang di langit-Mu
Tenggelam di lautan cinta-Mu

Bertabur qalbu yang rindu
Melebur menjadi satu
Bagai menari diiringi pelangi
Ketika cinta memanggil

by siti nurhaliza...ost Perempuan Berkalung Serban

rindu rindu rindu

salam, berpusu-pusu mereka menuju ke rumahMu Ya Allah, xdpt aku nafikan..aku juga sgt rindu utk ke sne..kdg2 ble terkenangkan rumahMu..air mata ini mengalir. ble lgi agaknya peluang utk ke sana? aku terfikir. rindukan kaabahMu. rindukan masjidMu. rindukan ketenangan semasa di sne. byk juge cabaran di sne tp itu semua xdpt memadamkan api kerinduan yg sgt mendalam utk ke sne. Ya Allah, berikan hambaMu yg lemah ini peluang utk ke sana lagi membersihkan ht yg penuh dgn noda2 dosa ini. Selawat dan salam ke atas rasulullah. aku juga rindukan madinah. rindukan raudhah. rindukan kamu Ya Rasulullah. rindu utk melawat makammu. rindu utk menziarahimu. hanya Allah saja yg tahu betapa aku rindukan semua itu.

pharmacology...ohhh

salam, byk nak comment psl farmakologi itu...tp huaaaaa sdhnye, keciwaaa..stlh ape yg aku korbankan kepadamu wahai farmako, ini yg kau bls...smpai ht kau mengeciwakan aku.. aku cintakan kau wahai farmako. kecik at!! kau buat aku begini..ok too much emotion! cmnila, soklan farmako td ssh gle thp tgi la..sdh sgt sbb mcm x bc ape2. bygkan hafal bab yg pertama..ble smpai mse nk menghafal bab yg ke3 dan seterusnya, bab pertama td seolah2 hilang dr otak..huhuhu. skrg ni tgl tawakkal tu 'alallah je..yg ptg saya da mencuba yg terbaekk. agak keciwa krn soalannya. but still nak buat mcm mne. sdh itu takdirnya..hanya mampu berdoa psl result yg mendtg..doa2nya smg baekkk..aminnn.

mungkinkah??

Maafkan andainya ku mengganggu
Ku bukan membaca fikiranmu
Ku hanya ingin mengenalimu
Dan tahu ku menyukai kamu


Mungkin bila tiba saatnya
Kita akan tetap bersama
Mungkin kita kan jatuh cinta
Mungkinkah

mungkinkah by sheila abdul

i love pharmacology

i love pharmacology i love pharmacology i love pharmacology
i love pharmacology i love pharmacology i love pharmacology
i love pharmacology i love pharmacology i love pharmacology
i love pharmacology i love pharmacology i love pharmacology
i love pharmacology i love pharmacology i love pharmacology
i love pharmacology i love pharmacology i love pharmacology
i love pharmacology i love pharmacology i love pharmacology
i love pharmacology i love pharmacology i love pharmacology
i love pharmacology i love pharmacology i love pharmacology
i love pharmacology i love pharmacology i love pharmacology
i love pharmacology i love pharmacology i love pharmacology

p/s: harap blh score! pnt dah copy paste ni.

patologi asas

no comment on pathology paper td. no feeling ponn. tgu jela result nt.

D lgi

D bukan nme sebenar yg aku jmpe kat kem pulapa,jengka pahang hr tu addku kat fb..wahahah..sejuk plak tgn ni. kah3. br ade 5 kwn, br buat fb la tu..hehe. umurnya br 22 thn rupenya. da keje. n cmne die blh jmpe aku kat fb tuu? ehem3.ok najwa nakal lagi..weee~

tears droolss

salam,
in tension mode.
ngs3 lgi...waaaa
nak blk.
plez3 nak blk.
duduk umah. dgn mama n famili.
have a quality time.
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhhuhu
tp najwa, kamu ade tanggungjawab,
kamu sdg berjihad.
semoga aku berjaya dlm jihad ini, ya Allah.amin.

p/s: ku percaya ada cinta-ct nurhaliza

u cant called me via that word.

salam, syg..itu perkataan yg sgt sensitive bg org yg jiwang bg aku..so, to that person, plez don eva called me that! only certain approved people who can called me by that word. and it is so obvious that its not you! i told u so many time, u cant called me by that word. only privilage for my girlfrens and my husband! n 1 more thing, tolong jgn ejek aku. i know i'm not pretty. i dun have a nice smile like those my frens have..u bring me down after u did that. maybe i'm being so much emo to this incident but hello! this is me who u r talking abt. so to that person, smg kamu akan dpt jodoh yg blh thn dgn perangai kamu itu. sktnye ht! kcknye ht! smpai ht kamu buat aku iaitu kwn kamu sendiri yg slalu bantu kamu mcm ni.

nak pegi!!!!!!!!!

salam,

i wanna go to UITM SHAH ALAM for my cousin's convo!!!
its 2morrow.
plezz2 let me!! my aunt da nak amik da,
but my father x kasiiii..huhuhuhu, sdh!
kne lecture mlm smlm sbb mta izin nak pegi sne!!
apissss...pujuk la pak ngah ko!
nak tgh kehenseman ko pakai kot n bj graduation!!!!!!!!
BENCI!!!!! huhuhuhu....i'm rebelling!! grrrrr!!!

paip bocor

salam,
paip mata pecah lgi smlm.
dlm train.kat stesen mid.
meninggalkan mama n uda (adik aku).
she's on hols for 3 weeks. but i can't be wit her.
die cuti aku exam, aku abes exam, cuti die da bes.
sgt sdh.
nak exam ni,
sdh lgi,
teringatkan harapan ayah yg suh tgikan pointer.
sem ni ssh rupenye nak skor.
tp rsenya kos aku mmg xde sem yg sng nak skor kot.
yg peliknya,
dak lain blh, tp aku x.
nape?? malas ke?
bz sgt kot. nak buat cmne, mmg ske buat benda2 cmtu.
lgpun nak duduk kolej lgi thn dpn, so terpksa.
exam x abes prepare lgi.
dup dap dup dap jtg ni bunyi. bedeba.
ape nak buat ni....
sdhnyeee...tsk2...*_*

linkin park-leave out all the rest

D bukan name sebenar

salam, bru blk dr kem PULAPA aka pusat latihan pertahanan awam. SGT PENAT! EXHAUSTED! tp ALHAMDULILLAH semua berjalan lancar spt yg didoakan, terima ksh Ya Allah, Kau lindungi kami sebaik mungkin...kem ini besh, not a regular camp yg biasa aku g. yg plg besh skali KUMPULAN KAMI MENANG SBG JOHAN ANTARA KUMPULAN!! eventhough pert kawad kami dpt ni no 3.but WHATEVER, janji kitorg enjoy..mulanya mmg takot nak g, tp doa byk, everything okay je.. kami buat merentas halangan kat hutan blakang kem, lalu dlm lumpur.gle kotor n sgt busuk, turun cerun gna akar but at the end akar tu putus gak, so grup lain gna tali eventhough ade buluh tp x sape yg brani gna buluh tu tuk turun cerun, kami jge lalu bwh longkang utk smpai ke kem, oh sgt x sdp bau nye, euw, haha...then mlm kami buat persembahan kebudayaan. menari2 tarian india campur melayu, kah3 kami menang juge...wakaka..x sgka pdhl praktis kejap je.. n berterabur la gak pergerakan. ade gak yg menggeletar tgn mse menari hehe..yg ptg kami semua enjoy lgii.. esoknye kami buat akt turun dr tpt tgi mlgnye aku x buat dek akibat skt kaki n lutut serta yg seangkatan dgnnya..maaf ye kengkwan, aku juge akui I'm A Coward..najwa pengecut..haih, ckp la ape kamu nak ckp..ye sya mmg bgitu, da la tkot gelap n slalu gna jln selamat..huhu tp ape blh buat, ni la aku..uhuuh. yg ptg aku x rse rugi dgn ape yg aku pilih, tu ckp tuk puaskan ht aku..lpe plak nak ckp tiap2 mlm kul 3pg kami dikejutkan dgn pelbagai kecemasan, mlm yg pertama dgn kecemasan bencaba alam n yg kedua kebakaran. utk mlm yg pertama, kami gagal sbb keluar dr bgnn dlm mse lbh dr 5 mnt..haih, mne la tau kan...ktenye kalo gtu dah jd burger da kami kne hempap dlm bgnn..tkot gle. mlm kedua plak akt kebakaran, kne pdm api n cr rakan yg hilang. alhamdulillah berjaya..mmg x ckp tdo la kami, dah la bdn skt2 seluruhnya dek krn akt hutan td..apekan daya..pastu mjls penutup n sesi bergambar..tu je. dlm kem tu ade jge perasaan meluat ngn fasi esp S bkn nme sbnr tp abaikan la, dia pun da mta maaf, mmg tugas die kot, trase mcm orientasi pun ade..tertarik pula dgn fasi D bkn nme sebenar..ntah brape umurnya, x sure tp smgtnya sgt tgi wlupun dia gementar jge sbnrnya..hehe. papepun gamabr later. nt bru dpt gamabr akt. tu pun kne contact ngn sorg fasi yg selalu memegang camera besar CANON..hehe. so later k. wassalam

tomorrow till sunday

salam, tomorrow i'm going to jpa's camp in jengka pahang..hope everything will be fun n nothing gonna scare me there. everytime whenever i must go to any camp, my heart seems like sumthing wrong, i hate camp..maybe bcoz i'm sick of it! since standard 3 kot i went..i'm not sure but during my primary school smpaila to my secondary school, almost every year ogi camp, esp kem kepimpinan..atleast once every 2 year. huh. wajib plak. benci btol. i hate darkness so u know y rite. but i love jungle trekking. haha. i love nature act..hmm. k la, hope semua ok n it is the best camp eva. aminn..

the smile on your face..

salam, senior itu senyum kpd seseorg yg x dikehendaki itu..agak sinis tp menarik bg aku..mgkn die sekadar senyum perli..tp ckp mmbuat aku jge turut tersenyum melihatnya..nakal najwa.

my name is...

Rizwan Khan (Tanay Chheda), a Muslim child who has Asperger syndrome, grew up with his mother (Zarina Wahab) in the Borivali section of Mumbai.^[8][9] As an adult (Shahrukh Khan), Rizwan falls in love with a Hindu single mother, Mandira (Kajol) who lives in San Francisco.^[10]

While not focusing on the events of 9/11,^[11] the storyline explores the period afterwards. At that time, authorities arrest and detain Rizwan, after interpreting the visible aspects of his condition as "suspicious" behavior. After his arrest, he meets Radha (Sheetal Menon), a therapist who helps him overcome the ordeal.^[12][13] Rizwan then begins a journey to find and meet President Barack Obama (Christopher B. Duncan) in order to clear his name.^[10]

p/s: sya mmg ske hindustan..hehe. dalam perancgn nak tgu filem ni thn depan 2010 feb.

rindu mereka

Rindu mereka! sgt! huhuh....

now u know y i'm so jiwang.

pert. nyanyian solo n duet.

pert. menulis pantun

pert. nyanyian solo n duet- naib johan

johan syair

nyanyian duet- warisan by sudirman

johan syair

sajak

nasyid

sayembara puisi dan lgu puisi

choral speaking

choral speaking

nasyid

nasyid

nasyid

pertandingan pertama drjh 3- syair

p/s: Alhamdulillah atas kebolehan yg dikurniakan..

is juz a waste

salam, i dunno y but i think last week is juz a waste.. xde org lain yg blh disalahkan melainkan aku sendri. mgu lepas adalah sgt tidak produktif. although i went to meetings, uruskan SUKEM, KU, went to choir~ but still i'm not satisfied with myself last week, a dull week i guess, hope this week will become more cheerful n productive. towards my study, my commitment n towards my ibadah to Allah..amin.

p/s: i'm praying for u my sis, she's taking her final exam for 1st sem in matriks..ths week.

duluu..

Dia mmg handsome sejak dri dulu lgi, tp sye lebih ske dia yg dulu yg innocent , baek, caring, pandai.

nak sgt!

salam, saya teringin sgt nak mkn cupcakes..sgt5!

thanx to you

salam, i dahla kne bertugas kat ukm bgi hrini smpai mlm, u nak main2 ngn i??!! kte nak jmpe nak bgi barang??!! tetibe x jd coz ade probs ngn barang n suddenly u try flirt ngn i on the phone?!! excuse me??!! i x layan! GTH!! blah! u ingt u spe haaa!! xtau pape, nak bekenalan! GTH again! huh, today was a 'GREAT' day...thnx to the people who make my life today suffer in and out!

next week mmg crazy larr

salam, this week almost all class was cancelled. what is going on here..of coz we love if the class was cancelled but plezz larr tell earlier.. xlah kitorg tgu melangok tetido2 kat surau tu.. if the lect cant come plezz larr contact our class rep n tell us...there is no class.kalo x buat ape ade class rep n buat ape amik no tel class mse awl sem dulu. this week like no class at all, mmgla ade, but sket sgt..like if we cuti for the whole week pun there no effect on our study. haih.. kalo la awl2 tau cmni, mmg lepak kat umah atok lgi kat jb..gagaga. xpun g rye umah sedara. ooooo..ruginye. later the one who suffer xlain dan x bukan kami la. the next week will be a crazy week. all subject nak ganti class next week coz it is the last week for this sem..after that is our study week n then FINAL! aaahhh. mid sem pye result pun xsemua kuar tp da nak final da.. n my result was sooo bad, i tell u. huh. mcm mne nak naikkan pointer spt yg bapa aku nak ni? huhu.

aa+bb=cc

salam,

C+ + C = D

*TAWAKAL UTK YG LAIN...

dari sahabat..

salam, artikel dari seorang sahabat..bacalah.

Cinta..satu benda yang halus untuk ditafsirkan. Aku cinta padamu, I love you, itu semua satu ungkapan menafsirkan diri ini amat cintakan seseorang itu. Tak semua cinta manis. Tapi tak semua juga cinta itu pahit. Semua bergantung dengan keadaan. Orang kata cinta itu buta. Semua yang jahat ada pada dia, kita tak nampak. Kalau kita nampak pun kita buat-buat tak nampak. Tapi setiap orang ada kelebihan, tak kurang juga kelemahan. Sebab tu kita terima seadanya seseorang yang kita cinta.

Aku, tak pernah bercinta. Tapi mungkin juga pernah menyintai. Mungkin itu cuma satu obsesi atau keinginan yang disalahtafsirkan sebagai cinta. Allah saja yang tahu. Jodoh. Satu perkara yang sangat maya. Sebab Allah juga yang tahu siapa jodoh kita. Kita sebagai manusia dan hamba hanya mampu berdoa tentang jodoh. Doa agar jodoh kita adalah seseorang yang beriman dan dapat membimbing kita untuk menjadi umat yang lebih baik. Setia, itu pun harus kita doakan. Sebab setiap manusia tak boleh lari dari membuat kesilapan. Semoga jodoh kita setia dengan kita tidak kira apa yang terjadi. Ikhlas. Kita sebagai manusia kena ikhlas menerima apa yang ditentukan Allah. Redha dengan ketentuanNya. Cepat atau lambat jodoh itu datang, semuanya urusan Allah.

Couple. Aku tak tau pasal couple. Tapi aku doa semoga aku tak bercouple. Sebab taaruf adalah lebih baik dan direstui Allah. Taaruf adalah berkenal-kenal dengan lebih lanjut tentang pasangan. Tak perlu dating, berjumpa ditemani dengan mahram seperti adik. Tak perlu bersalam-salam dengan lelaki itu. Itu dikira haram bagi Islam. Mata. Memang susah untuk dijaga. Sebab dari matalah turun ke hati. Tapi mata jangan kita renungkan kalau kita berperasaan kepada seseorang lelaki. Kerana apabila timbul satu perasaan itu dikira zina kecil iaitu zina mata dan mengakibatkan zina hati..nauzubillah...

Mungkin aku tidak layak untuk membicarakan seperti ini, tapi sekurang-kurangnya itu yang aku percaya. Semoga apa yang aku doakan selama ini termakbul…tetapkan hatiku kepadanya, begitu juga dirinya setelah aku jumpanya…..amin.

rindu padamu

salam, sejak kebelakangan ini, adikku sungguh rindu akan kakak2nya..entah mengapa begitu.mungkin dia baru terasa yg kakak2nya tiada dirumah..dia hya berdua, bersama abg plak tu..sabar ye dik. Ya Allah, kau lindungilah dia. sygnya aku kat dia xterkata, aku bkn jenis org yg senang utk ungkapkan kta2 syg. jadi doa kupanjatkan kepadaMu agar Kau sentiasa merahmati adik2ku dan lindungi mereka dari segala yg buruk. amin2 ya rabbal alamin.

p/s: hati semakin gusar memikirkan exam final yg mendatang ini tanpa persediaan yg rapi. bertalu2 soalan bapaku bertanya blhkah aku meningkatkan pointer ku, namun aku xdpt menjawabnya...tp aku akan cbe yg terbaik. insyaallah.

lagu raya feveret 2009

salam, this is my feveret raya song for 2009.. try to listen..besh! gerenti woo!




Salam Aidilfitri Ayahanda Dan Bonda

Terkenang Di Ketika Itu
Ku Dimanja Dan Disayang Selalu
Apa Saja Kemahuan Diri
Akan Cuba Dipenuhi

Walau Hidup Dalam Kesukaran
Kau Kan Cuba Untuk Membahagiakan
Demi Anak-Anak Yang Tersayang
Kau Berdua Kan Berkorban

Tetapi Baru Kusedari
Tidak Mungkin Kan Terbalas Budi
Pengorbanan Mu Tiada Ternilai
Hanya Tuhan Kan Membalasnya

Salam Aidilfitri
Ayah Bonda Yang Dicintai
Maafkanlah Anakmu Ini
Kerna Belum Cukup Berbakti

Pabila Menjelang Lebaran
Baju Baru Kan Disediakan
Walau Mungkin Kami Tak Mengerti
Keperitan Saat Itu

Namun Wajahmu Terus Barcahaya
Oh Sucinya Kasih Sayang Itu
Di Bibir Mu Kan Menguntum Senyum
Andai Anakmu Bahagia

Salam Aidilfitri
Ayah Bonda Yang Dicintai
Maafkanlah Anakmu Ini
Kerna Belum Cukup Berbakti Di Aidilfitri,Di Aidilfitri

nasihat kamoo.

salam, byk ketidakpuasan hati aku nak cte..tp kang smpai nyumpah2 x elok jela kan.. cme dri ni bgtu lemah. nape bgitu ye? aku da cbe yg tebaik da. tp mst ade error kat mne2. org yg aku kne handle pun sengal2. mereka ini pndai ttp bunguks. nape bgitu? x mtg lgsg! namun ape yg aku blh buat..tpkse terima sbb tggjwb, xblh nak tarik blk. kne abiskan. aku x blh jd pengecut yg trk dri ble byk mslh belaku. oh x!! aku bkn bgitu! bak kte seseorg, kne redha..itu qada' dan qadar..kite rncg Allah yg tetntu kan..pk2 blk...btol jge die ckp. hmm mgkn aku kne muhasabah blk ni.. lupe pd benda ni! thnx dear, sesape yg nasihat kan aku tu. eventhough he's not reading my blog. die kte..cool je. bkn blh kte nazak pun. hmm yeah u're rite! hehe....

"Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay...

salam, hayati cte ni btol2..cm romance plak..siyes besh!

"Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay...

A nice story. Perhaps, Leaf departure is because Leaf knows that Tree will never choose her as the one to stay by his side...

Tree
The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees. Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors painting. I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U. There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her. She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, and doesn’t have outstanding charm. She is just a very ordinary gal. I like her. I really like her. Like her innocent, like her frankness. Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not good match for me. I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish. I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her. I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years. She watches me chase after gals, and I have made her heart cry for 3 years. She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director.

When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes were swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day. When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something. I watch her cry for an hour or so.

My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes were filled shocked. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she still laughs & joke with me like nothing has ever happened. I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache is as bad as hers.
When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out. After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her. She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together. I know who the guy is. He has been going after her for quite a while. A very cute guy, full of energy, lively and interesting. His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school. I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her.

When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand it. It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest. I couldn't breath. Wanted to shout but can't. Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry. How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too. During graduation, I read a sms in my hp. It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry. I haven't read it since then.

It says "Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay...

Leaf
During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves. Why? Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it takes lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind.
But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. The sourness in the heart can't be described by using a lemon. It's like 100rotten sour lemon. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 months. When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness. But after a month, he got together with another gal. I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he loves me why he doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. Time after time, my heart was hurt. I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love. If he doesn’t like me, why does he treat me so well? It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I can know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a gal to ask him right?

Despite that, I still want to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, and love him. Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me. It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms. I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me. Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up. Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting. The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompanies me for 3 years.
Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me. Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly. From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land.
Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay.
Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay..

Wind
Because I like a gal called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 month after I transfer to the new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends looking at him. When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like, she likes to look at him.

One day, she didn't appear. I felt something amissed. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accepts the note. The next day, she appeared & passes me a note and left. Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away. It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me.

Within 4 months, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to be my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked "What are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell. During the moment when she opens the door. I hugged her tightly.
Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay..
“If you love it, let it go; If it comes back, it is your; If it doesn’t, it never was.”